present tense amnesia

It's been weird weather today. Balmy and unpleasant at the same time. Damp and close, and with the expectation of a storm, that never actually materialized. I drifted from: shenfield to liverpool street (ipodded) to kings cross (british library - ambient) to brunswick square (nap under an oak tree - ambient) to liverpool street (bus - ambient) and walked to stratford (in conversation) then back into outer space on the suburban train (ambient). And all day i've been dreaming of the coastline at Suffolk.

Here's a quick video for this evening/early morning - listening to the new caretaker album - at 1.37am - on a big smart mac - feeling blank and exhausted - and hand railey -

Porn in Outer Space

So here's a short film which i finished recently and have been sending to festivals called Porn in Outer Space. It's a found footage piece exploring auto-sexual reactions to various suburban non-spaces and tranzient zones.

Outer Space from thrills thrills on Vimeo.